ReboRn~

再.见~

2010-09-02T19:32:00.004+08:00

又再见到我的部落了，我又回来了。

忍了这么多天，终于挨过了这次的考试，终于不需要再靠着一个小小的电话荧幕来上免费网了，恭喜我！哈哈！

虽然想到最致命伤的一科PRST，想到failed的机率很大就很伤心，可是收到chye li的一封信息其中一段：

《考试卷交了，答案要改也改不了，分数多少，也是要改也改不了，所以人们总是去自找麻烦（比如我的唉声叹气和想太多）。如今，我们可以为自己作出选择， 1 怨声载道，从此一？不振接着无心恋战；2 迅速振作，调整心情，重拾信心，准备迎战。

当我们正在浪费时间消极人生时，积极的人已经在争取时间备战下一回合。有人说，要积极很难，其实难不难就看你怎么想；你想它难，它就难。》

所以伤心也没用了啦，最重要的是，我尽力了~ 虽然会伤心没错，但伤心也只是一种不会影响我继续努力的情绪。下次要加倍努力才行。这些话从小听到大，听得厌了，但我还是要对自己不断重复，应为经典嘛~都说是从小听到大了咯！而且不加倍难道减倍咩？哈哈！

现在终于又放假了，可以开始我的schedule了~

第一站：Port Dickson，期待哦~ 尤其是枕头讲--pillow talk的时候，很多故事听哦~ 还有要丢谁下水？期待！

第二站：在家吧，看我想看的戏，下载好听的歌，还有逛街一下下，买一些衣服，保养品，好有炼炼喉，当然还有好好休息，但好好休息应该是最难做到的，既然这么忙，怎能好好休息~ “蒲松龄” 很好看！好有很多我很想看的电影，比如恋爱通告啊~ 几时可以去看呢？同时在找着工。有工记得介绍我啊~我会感激你们的。

第三站：Kuala Selangor,和SSG去的。期待又有什么好笑的事情发生，这次我绝对不要睡了，不然会错过很多好戏，哈哈~ 会有什么新话题？很期待~同时，也很想捉一只萤火虫回来，可是...这样不好，算了吧~ :D

最后，还有几件事情，来得快，去得也快。想也想到是什么了吧~

我又恢复单身了，还没看清楚就接受了，才知道，性格不合。谁说性格不适合是一种借口？我说性格不适合是一种匆匆坐下决定的惩罚。努力过了，不行就是不行，怎么说他都不明白。

有时候还是选择沉默。

说，说什么“这次过后就不会这么快再谈恋爱了”这句话我说过，是屁话一句。结果还不是一样，所以这次我不会再说什么了，以后会怎样，单身或恋爱，暗恋或单恋，只有时间知道。

exam

2010-08-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

so fast i'm already a senior in diploma...

and so fast semester 1 is going to end after this final exam..

i will study hard^^ even though sometimes i lazy, feel sleepy to facing book o whatever~

because, after exam, i will sleep more than enough, play til maximum at the same time will working also..gua? ya, will work la...^^

so, all the best for those who also having final exam, fighting!! :D

时间

2010-08-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

i just need more time....
u say u can understand but i dun think so...
hope u can understand wat i mean...=)

whr r u??

2010-08-07T23:26:00.001+08:00

whr r u all?

neva had u all"s footprint here...

2 way communication is important for me...XD

想太多

2010-08-03T13:09:00.003+08:00

容易把别人对我的好，想成有别的意思，

虽然可以是纯粹朋友的关心，或者那本来就是人的性格，

虽然会很开心，但我宁愿不要这种开心，

因为我的脑海里不想容下比现在还要多的东西，

我满足了~

刚刚看到朋友的status说，有时打开心房会更开心，

但是不要随便打开心房，否则怕会关不回去，

所以我觉得还是慎重考虑吧~

别等到你决定打开了，才猛然发现你错了。

你怎样看？

2010-07-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

朋友，我突然很想知道你们对我的看法，

我很想知道，我在你们的眼里是一个怎样的人？

希望你们看了这篇，会留comment给我~

我最想知道的：

-我幼稚？

-我坚强？还是你们觉得我在武装？

-我自私吗？

-我很废？

-我说话是不是没有重点？

-我健谈吗？

-我很粗心？

-我很情绪化？

答案没有所谓的是与否，你可以用scale来代替。

又或者你对我还有什么看法我都很欢迎你给我知道~

WGSC fund raising campaign

2010-07-31T20:45:00.004+08:00

期待了这么久的event,最终还是过去了。
由于我们这次的event是为了要帮助较穷苦的小学，也为了要让人知道其实在现在的社会里，还有一些小学的设备是不够完整的~
所以，这次的主题是 we give we share we care.
p/s: pr is always have to be social responsibility ma~ =)
可是你们懂的啦，我们这么废，一定有另外给我们的主题取外号，那就是“we sell we gain we tired" 哈哈哈~
这次的event,有如我们班的leader所说的，让我们学了很多东西~
除此，还看清楚了谁是真正有付出的，尤其是在洗车活动里看得最明显了。
这次的event，我
第一次做章鱼烧，炸薯条，nugget，hot dog，（偷吃）~
第一次packing,
第一次卖东西，
第一次洗车，（在太阳底下）
第一次到处宣传，
第一次和型男说话，（muahahaha)
第一次拿着食物在学校走来走去叫人家来买>.< 第一次这么累，第一次发现人们对社会的关心与同情心，第一次感觉到好像在pasar malam当小贩（被纠正了，因为用错方法，太吵了）不过，真的真的很开心。学了很多，很多人想要尝试也未必有机会吧？虽然有被老师责备，因为我们用错方法了，往往只想要达到目标（rm80 000) 而忘记了最初的目的，是要让别人知道，我们不是在卖东西，而是义卖！！加油！ DPR 2 10/11~ 很蒙的一张照片哦~算是最多人的一张了吧~虽然不是全班~

对fish flakes 情有独钟，自己买章鱼烧的时候会放很多，谁叫这是self service~ haha 不过我还是没有这样做..

老板娘~老板在哪里？

最后，这就是我们的logo~

busy

2010-07-24T01:02:00.003+08:00

imma busy for 1 week dy...
almost everyday busy for assg, presentation..
~eng assg n presentation
~basic photography assg
~public speaking presentation (happy wif my coursework mark) :D
finally i done all this stuff in this week...congratez me...hehe

2day i'm so free~ julius class no teaching but all of us were talking bout ghost story~
our tutor Mr.Julius talk bout ghost story happened in V block (the block i always study at) and the incident was happened in the class we talking bout the story~
really scare....>.<
and of course the toilet!!
i was so fear until i imagine that is thr will be a hand cum out from the hole of d toilet when i'm over thr...

take gud rest in this 2 days by goin to genting and then i will start my event on monday~ It is WGSC (we give share & care) fund raising campaign.
this campaign is to raise fund for charity purpose.
the fund will be send to poor chinese primary school to build computer lab and mini library... so it is quite meaningful to do this, not oni juz for our coursework marks...but i really hope can help them since we all know chinese primary school is oni semi government, so they might need help sometimes...=)

ops, i'mma over promote bout this~ btw, i'm juz feel excited with it.
it will be a tired and meaningful campaign..(i noe it is tired after i been thru our Pre event) XD

so, all the best for DPR2~
after this event, i muz rest to the maximum!!
buy the things i want~ shopping~ do gym~ play badminton~ hehe
and the last n most important is, to sleep~

sleeeeep~ ZzZzzzZz

轰动

2010-07-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

为什么？为什么？
我换名会有这么大的轰动？
觉得很好笑，当你们叫着我的时候，其实我自己也不太习惯，而且回应得很迟钝~ 哈哈
然后，有人随着我也要取洋名了hor? 真是copycat~XD
每个人一叫我，就会笑....
这样也很好啦，可以弄给你们笑，感谢我吧~
请我吃吧~

change~

2010-07-20T11:06:00.002+08:00

hurm...wait for 3months, finally i got to know my new name...haha~
i'm sure all of u guy not used to call my new name, su xuan...lolz =.="
but anyway, just to tel u guys i changed name, this name is suit my birthday all those stuff la...or fate la, whatever ~
and so i just trust it...
a new name,perhaps it symbolized new beginning of life~ reborn ar? haha...(think too much)
my cousin told me that, when the age of 19 is the age to determine ur life, we change the most in this age, one thing that i worry the most is i fear i'm getting lazy and simply spend money...>.< so just want to give advice to myself and this blog as a prove that i promise myself not to have negative changes...
hmm... btw, i got 1 more nickname, "Vannessa"....
i've been store dis name for so many years finally i take it out and use back dis name...dun confused ya...a nickname help ppl to rmb u more instead of su ying, su yee, su xuan...XD hahaha...i think it is better for me when meet new ppl...
dats all for today...XD

essential~

2010-07-17T02:26:00.002+08:00

A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,
A song is no song 'til you sing it,
And love in your heart
Wasn’t put there to stay -
Love isn’t love
'Til you give it away.
~Oscar Hammerstein, Sound of Music, "You Are Sixteen (Reprise)"
(Thanks, Krystel)

Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all of the time, made new. ~Ursula K. LeGuin

The young man knows the rules, but the old man knows the exceptions. ~Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr.

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it. ~Jacques Prévert

If only we'd stop trying to be happy we could have a pretty good time. ~Edith Wharton (i like this the most!)

The past is behind us, love is in front and all around us. ~Terri Guillemets

Wisdom begins at the end. ~Daniel Webster

It would be impossible to "love" anyone or anything one knew completely. Love is directed towards what lies hidden in its object. ~Paul Valéry, Tel quel, 1943

I am not a has-been. I am a will be. ~Lauren Bacall

Promises are like babies: easy to make, hard to deliver. ~Author Unknown

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who'll decide where to go.
~Dr. Seuss

i don't want to go back

2010-07-11T21:12:00.003+08:00

suddenly feels like dun want to go back, i just want to stay at here.
everything is nice here, fun here, happy here...
but i know this good moment wil becum history in one day...
so i cherish everything now,
my fren is so caring,
my dear cousin, u all are the best~
when i'm alone, i feel lonely and emo,but,
i never feel lonely as u all are in my life, especially in this meantime...=)
appreciate it!

爱就对了

2010-07-11T02:32:00.001+08:00

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对于爱的体会
你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

别探听他的线索别等待他会回头
爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头
爱~ 万一来了别错过

爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了 x2

作词:施人诚
作曲:Kate Elizabeth Voegele

new life

2010-07-10T16:10:00.002+08:00

就算要伤心，我想也伤心够了，
就算要习惯，也正在习惯着了，
脱离了那样的生活，开始了这样的生活~

虽然之前真的有伤心，因为4个月毕竟说长不长说短也不是很短，
也足够改变很多事情，
可是我相信，时间可以冲淡一切，
那种不会为爱情努力的人，不值得去伤心，
其余的那些种种原因，足够令我用很短的时间放下~

很庆幸，我的理性超越感性，
虽然感性会让我在接触到似曾相识的一些事，感到有一点忧伤和情绪化，
但是理性总会紧紧跟随着感性，并且打败它~

再加上你们的支持，所以我现在很好，
还有森林等着我，哈哈~
不过我还是会享受这种自由，不会再随便往那个陷跳下，
因为我们都不懂它到底有多深，会不会深得令你爬不起来~

承受

2010-07-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

又在是陷落谷底的时候，
也是我最害怕的时候，
很无助，突然觉得只有我一个人在承受，
每个人都以为我过得很好，就是因为这样，默默承受的事就越多。
我讨厌带着笑脸的面具！！！ =(

为什么

2010-07-03T14:14:00.002+08:00

为什么为什么
我的部落格会变成“一条直线”？
全部gadget会变在中间=(
我试过去编辑layout把我的gadget们都放在旁边，可是view blog的时候就会不见？
而且试了很多次，可是看似....
是我不小心调到什么了吗？
谁可以帮帮我~
啊啊啊啊啊~~~

自尊心

2010-07-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

outing~

2010-06-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

现在回想起来，觉得这个sem真的很rockz!
一直出去这里那里的，虽然身负重任（拍照做assignment at all time),可是总算有玩到很多~
去了1utama shopping 晚上又一大班出来喝茶，还玩真心话大冒险，探了一个秘密，原来这个时代真的有一见钟情~

第二天去the curve 和 desa park city...
这两个地方都是很有气质，都是很适合给情侣的地方~.~ the curve 中间是露天的，一排走廊挂满了灯而左右有两排店，大多数是cafe，在外面很难找到这么有气质的cafe，而且是有很多间。有机会一定要去看看~
desa park city,高级住宅区的公园，游乐场很高科技，单身的可以去找金龟婿，哈哈:D 不过再走的时候也拍了很多照片，我会upload到fb...soon XD

接下来这几天有喝茶又去了很多地方，我想还是有照片来表达会比较好~save energyXD
照片会在fb出现~

i'm not

2010-06-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

u think i'm fine?
sorry i'm not...
u think i'm happy?
sorry i'm sad...
u think i think u r give me what i want?
sorry u r not...
other people may think i'm satisfy with my life?
sorry i'm not...=(

无奈

2010-05-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

一次又一次的发生，
已经懒得去理了，懒得去吵了，
我接受不到你的想法，你你也一样，两个人都没有想要尝试去了解？
我了解不到。
散了就散了，就算挽回，也要事情解决后才有资格说挽回。
散！

challenge

2010-05-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finally challenge life coming to my life again....
But too challenging, i scare....>.<
Today is the 1st day of skul, wif tutorial, only i feel i'm a second year student...
The work is getting tough and challenging, v got a event on September... Hah, it remind me the course i take...Because all the stuff i studied in year 1 is...errr...not much related~
Challenge 1- Timetable... my timetable sux >.< 3 out of 4 semester i got class on Saturday...
Challenge 2- It is the time that i have to put more effort on study, hope can cope with it since my work is much more difficult... hopefully i can do it better than year 1...Em, at least maintain...=D
Challenge 3- No matter how far, how rarely we contact or meet each another, i hope our relationship, our friendship will not fade...i will try my best out if i can, so no matter whr r u all going, i'm glad if u all do inform me...

16

2010-05-20T22:54:00.005+08:00

是不是到了这个年龄，就会想改变？
改变穿着，不想再像十六岁妹妹会打扮的装扮，还有穿着...
改变思想，不想再像十六岁妹妹对社会，家庭，还有，尤其是两性关系的想法，自认自己没有很成熟，但总好过以前很多很多...爱情里有很多不现实，但现实依然存在在爱情里，特别是细水长流认真的...
改变性格，不想再像十六岁妹妹，我十六岁时虽然比现在安静冷静许多，但面对问题时，以前的我带着不够成熟的心态来面对，我想改变这；现在觉得自己容易对周围的事与话感到恶心，尤其是那种....还.是.关.于.十.六.岁.的.小.妹.妹.会.写.出.来.的.那.种.话...太不成熟了，太自我了！有时太可爱了，我现在接受不到...
（p/s: 不是故意的，只是十六岁的妹和大人的差别刚好是我想跨越的）
虽然不懂我是不是在改变，可是总有一天我不会再是以前那个我...

16岁的妹妹,我真的没有针对你...haha...XD

Bill Zzzz

2010-05-11T01:02:00.003+08:00

Hurm...haven't really start to earn money but i have a lot of thing to buy~

So that i wanna print this bill in my blog so that always remind me what i'm looking for, n good for me when i'm lazy??

It's kinda short but the grand total is scary for a gurl who just...1..9...y e a r s o l d...:D

1. Bag (currently aim the esprit 1) Rm 169.90

2. Everlast shoe, the nice 1 Rm129.90

3. Something firming >.<>

4. Skin product such as sun block, day cream,night cream, essence...fuyoh! estimated Rm 150

5. Mask, a must Rm.... below 50

6. Many many shirts and dress that can change my look but doesn't changing my style Rm?? (Ms. Infinite)

7. Perm hair devices, dun know what it call!! just want to make my hair curly sometimes Rm

8. Dye my hair Rm60 budget nya~

9. A lot of trips... 5 years to achieve :D

Grand total = Rm 659.80 + infinite //

Want to be change, want to be look fresh....should take it Step by step...

But how long will it take? =D

No Pw

2010-04-27T12:31:00.001+08:00

new updated ._.

2010-04-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

phew, long time din update my blog ard~
struggle hard for my final nowadays. Today just done my electronic publishing paper, i can't estimate my marks because i dunno my coursework mark~ but i think can pass, have to be confident ma!! XD
now work hard for the next paper lo...n now i realize the meaning of "study hard", it refers to "study is really very hard"...hahaha~ But have to enjoy dis process la...we are sophisticated candidate...so, study hard ya...my fren... n gud luck to those who having exam now~

need you now

2010-04-13T12:14:00.002+08:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Ooh...

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little

although u not alive but i need you now~

hurm..

2010-03-17T22:29:00.006+08:00

hurm...feel hard to breathe, all things come at once...the atmosphere is full with things i cant breathe smoothly...XD n also because of my light running nose...=D
i think now is the time for me to learn how to manage my time, financial (pro nya~), n relationships...
its time to learn how to become a mature gurl...(or woman...? XD)
i need time to deal with all these things, but now all come together and it make me so headache... my brain stuck with all those thing such as how to becum a rich gurl...or woman...hahaha
no la,seriously, is how to prevent short of money by manage the use of money...
Grow up is quite sad also, but not a tragic la...cuz have to start facing the problem that we never know when we are small...but hope that when we matured we will think that is super suffer "process" is worth... because we had understand life better...grow up doesn't mean u r mature, depends on how u think when some incident happen..
hope it make me stronger...

T_T

2010-03-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

Tears keep drop from my eye....so suffer with it....
once wake up already like dat...
i think i'm going to be sick, oh no, i'm already sick...
izit this is today's free gift for me? =D
kinda suffer from my burning eye, headache, little bit fever and running nose.

so pls prevent it, or else your parents thought u r crying if they saw u...XD
drink more water, eat less heaty stuff, n wanna advertise "cool rhino", a very nice drink which can make your body cool~ it taste like 100Plus...so, try it! hehe

p/s i learnt to be more positive thinking after learning psychology..hehe...

sem 2 result

2010-03-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

yo~finally i get my 2nd sem result today....
thanks for u 2 kepochi check for me....haha....=D
although not gud as sem1 but stil ok la...not too bad...drama stil can get B+...
satisfy wif it, dat is enough for me, because i knew i play too much in sem 2....hehe =)
here is my result:

eng for comm B+
tamadun A
Pr A-
Mass media A-
intro 2 Drama B+

gila

2010-03-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

i love you
love you
you
y
o
u...................=)

just 1 2 say

2010-03-10T14:30:00.002+08:00

28 th feb....
so much of thing appear in my mind....
i hesitate...i consider and a lot....
n finally i made an decision....
although faz but i no regret....=)

izit neccessary?

2010-03-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

sometimes quiet is good, being unconscious is great...
so thr will be less problem occur...
gud thing muz share, but even is gud thing hav its own privacy...

not goin to write so much moody thing....=)

my result will be release on this thursday, kinda nervous and exciting...
i dun think my result will be great but at least maintain...pls god...
*praying*
still ask cl dunid to worry but after that i worry bout it...

bad news

2010-02-22T15:42:00.002+08:00

i got a bad news 2day...>> change in new timetable...
i hate "u"!!

mon 8.30am - 10.30am (T) AHLA1003 <>

tue 7pm - 9pm (L) AACS1623 <>

wed 8.30am - 10am (T) AHLA1003 <>
10am - 12pm (L) AHLA1003 <>

thur 12pm - 2pm (L) AHLA1003 <>
7pm - 9pm (L) AACS1623 <>

sat 10am - 12pm (T) AACS1623 <>
12pm - 2pm (P) AACS1623 <>

stay

2010-02-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

今天拜天公，是福建人的一个传统。
很热闹，鞭炮一直不停的呯呯呯，孔明灯浮在天空~
很爽啊，很久没有这么热闹了，很喜欢这种感觉~虽然一直被吓到。=P
希望以后的每个初九都会像今年一样热闹,这样才会感受到新年的气氛。
然而初九令我想到新年就快结束了，有点舍不得。
舍不得这种每天没有压力的，吃喝玩乐的生活，但更舍不得和家人亲戚还有朋友聚在一起的时刻~
*很舍不得你们，你们对我实在太好了，我早就把你们当家人这样看待了~ <3
总之就很不想回宿舍，回到宿舍我会很想念。
所以我会越早回来越好的~哈哈

stupid

2010-02-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

喊

2010-02-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

我想呐喊！大声地喊！我想这是最好的地方了吧~
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
太开心了！我第一次想呐喊不是伤心或生气而是开心！真的真的很开心！
我只想一直不停地听着歌，给我一种期待的感觉的歌~
可能是我太得空了，把一些没有联系的事联接在一起了，从我无端端想听love song到我换pm的时候，我都把它们连接在一件事情里了，很甜蜜的感觉，可是不是从爱情里得到的。
不一定恋爱才会幸福的，还有很多让你感到幸福的事~

很多人都会看不懂，我只是纯粹想表达我的心情 ;D....

女生，是需要珍惜的

2010-02-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

想想当初你见到她是多么开心，她的一频一笑都让你注意，
现在，她跟你在一起了。

女生多半会帮男朋友想，
怕他太累．怕他钱花太多，所以不敢叫他带他去吃大餐，去玩好的，
但是，你有没有注意过，
当她在跟你说不用的时候，其实眼睛里还是会带有一丝期待。

也许男生会想，我都跟她那么熟了，有些东西，节日就该免了吧，
但是虽然再熟，虽然你少去这些东西，她不会对你怎样，
但是你何不在国际周送束鲜花，
在情人节制造点浪漫，圣诞节加一点惊喜，
你会发现其实女生嘴上说不在意，
当她收到你的心意时，是多么的高兴，
而不是说她已经跟你在一起了，
就不用像以前在追她时那样对她，把一切都省了。

女生总是不敢开口要求，总是为了男生想好多，
男孩子何不多想一些，多做一点点，你会发现，女孩子好感动，好高兴。

既然爱她，就多用一点心在她身上，
所谓的用心，不是只有把时间花在她身上，
而是要去探寻她的内心，学着去懂她，
她需要的是什么，她想表达但没说出来的是什么，
只要男生肯用心，将会发现，
她的一举一动，在在都在表现着她对你的爱，无可取代。

很多时候很多小事情小动作，都是有涵义在里面的，
如果你不用心，只有等到后来她离开了你，
才惋惜，才后悔。

两个人能相爱，并不容易，
爱情，并不只是因为需要有一个人疼，
它也是一种成长，一种领悟。

当你遇到一个愿意与你心灵互相交会的女生，
一个愿意为你付出的女生，
她的快乐与幸福，就是你的责任。
女人的心，男人若不能保护，
我们就没有资格谈爱谈幸福谈。。

为什我会常常被说木头了。
因为我总是女生开口，我才会去做什么，有时候，这样的感觉，似乎少了什么，
我想是一份感觉跟默契吧。

我们男生，总是在追到女生后，就会没有在追的时候认真，用心，
我们总是变的自私，一昧的要更多的爱，而却把我们对她的爱，一点一滴的减少。

所以，在追到我们心仪的女生后，
我们是否可以写一张纸，常常提醒我们自己，
我们要更认真，更用心，
尽力给她们最好的，这样，才不会辜负她们，
毕竟她们是选择了我们，我们有这个责任跟义务，给她们最大的幸福。

在相处方面，我们可以细心的跟她们说，我们难以接受的地方，
哪里是我们所谓的地雷，这样，她们也会去注意，尽可能的不要去采到。

千万不要一直一昧的让自己受委屈，这样，只会让时间，
一点一点的侵蚀掉我们对她们的爱，当然，这是双方的规则，
谁都不要去触碰到，再加上双方的用心跟彼此的渐渐了解，
我想，你们会是幸福的一对儿。

有没有一双手，握住了便不轻易放手。
有没有一个肩膀，可以倚靠一辈子都有安全感。
有没有一场拥抱，紧紧的让两个人再也不分开。
有没有一种约定，是相约每一个来生都要和你相遇。
有没有一段感情，深深刻在心里一辈子不会忘记。
有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘。

Cny

2010-02-11T17:13:00.002+08:00

There is totally 8 days i can enjoy my cny at klang~ But i have no idea how to use it to maximum~ The 1st and 2nd day of cny is surely booked for fnr (family and relatives) hahaha =D...The 3rd of cny mayb go sing k with cousin, but the price mayb quite expensive. But i think it's ok~ We have ANG PAU wad!!! XD And the 4th and 5th of cny's schedule are remain empty. I'm quite easily available for those 2 days, so ever give me a call when u wanna go out. =) While 6th and 7th is booked for lame group~ really hope i can enjoy this cny very much...X)

x心理测验x

2010-02-09T16:04:00.002+08:00

心理测验是一个会将那藏在你心里最深处而你自己发觉不到或所不知道的事实与性格以一些简单的问答题测出来。心理测验也是一种艺术，也是人的思想与行为的哲学。研究了人的思想与行为所创造出来的一种才艺。虽然是说心理测验不应该完全去相信，但是当它测出来的结果跟你太相似了，或者测出来的建议是你用得着的，你就不得不相信它了。

今天我测出来的事情是我所犹豫的事情，可能也是一直常在我心里最深处而我却发现不到的事实，这个测验仿佛揭开了答案。这是每个人都想知道的答案，应为和我们的人生紧紧相连。这个结果给了我一直以来都找不到的答案，所以我相信了它~ 但是我相信了，我却有点后悔，因为我觉得我过分了。我今天有点后悔，也很不喜欢我这样的性格，因为我每次都为了自己所做的事和说过的话而后悔。如果，我能三思而后行，我还会不会后悔？
难道这是对人的考验？因为人是在为太多话语和行为感到后悔因为他们还做不到三思而后行，所以这个世上才会有冲动，据说冲动是恶魔。所以不要像我这样，太冲动了，怒与哀别摆在脸上，辛苦的不只是别人，而也包括自己。

天天要快乐~

败犬女王

2010-02-04T15:38:00.005+08:00

在等着“下一站，幸福”第十九集时我在家里快闷爆了~ 突然想到以前看过的“败犬女王”还没有看完，所以就开来看了。几个月前我只看到第十九集，所以趁现在闷得发慌的时候把它看了。
本来今天就停在上一个blog了，可是看完这集之后很想说，败犬女王第二十集实在太好看了！！
从lucas和无双吵架到和好，实在让我受益良多~哈哈哈他们吵架的时候也能这么帅气，帅气的来又都道理，都是为了现实生活而吵架。和好的时候又可以这么浪漫，浪漫中一点也不夸张。虽然只是一部戏，但是也演得太真了吧！其实我只得不是演员，而是剧情。
p/s 其实要想开，一秒就可以想开了！

R.E.A.L I.M.O

2010-02-04T13:28:00.001+08:00

Photo time!!!

2010-02-03T15:14:00.030+08:00

Sun rise~ But when it rise up, we record it,so i didn't take picture. And too noisy as we keep talking so i just upload the picture. XD

6 in the morning, me and another friend plan to see sun rise~
The sky is getting brighter.
Brighter~ Not too clear because i'm using my hp to took all these picture.

It is street light, not the sun...!! XD
Street light as usual..haha

Finally we were assure the direction that the sun rise~ A little bit light there.

The sun is rising up!!!!!! O.o

Yeah~~ sun rise!! =P

The leng zai that we saw in tbr. "earphone guy" from Kuantan. Ish, checking his background? NOPE, my friend kenal dia lah...XD
Only 1 picture, siao meh?! Not dare take so much (who take de ar~~?) . Look like spy man!! XD Is he leng zai? (hiao!)

Khalil fong~ woow! He looks so leng zai in all these pictures. I found out what he attracted me..XD

He is good in singing and create song. But same as jam xiao, less talk~

He have blog also, but i don't know the address...>.< He is sooo thin... "paper man"

hehe =)

Always 4 or 5 in the morning only go to bed. Crazy~ And another friend.

zi lian...XD

Happy Burfday~ if duno what actually happen please read my very very previous entry~ here is the picture for that day...=D

Don't have me, because my picture not in my phone~ so i dunid upload mine...hahaha...=D Thx wei jia again...

#3

2010-02-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

This is the 3rd times i blogging but hope this time can succesfully post it. Quite fed up la because the 1st 2 times when i almost done my long and funny entry, my laptop is "NOT RESPONDING" again! ish!! Then just let it be, kinda sad the 2 previous entry was failed to post. =(
The 1st post is about midst, everything must in the midst. Neither too high nor too low. Lets see la, if a people too wealth, the happiness is only fullfill by material but their mentally is poor ; poor people can be rich in mentally, having warm friends and family but their life is hard, they have huge burden to live their life. So middle is the best! Best not must the best~ Still have many thing i related but kinda lazy to type it out.
And so, when i'm lazy to study, i just apply this theory, y study so hard? middle gred can ady! Study too hard will going to be mad, oe even cause mentally problem. Yet, can't didn't study at all as well or else it waste money...XD

The 2nd post is about i'm going to be bite by spider soon if i'm not going out. And the sushi game "sushi no suki" and "sushido" make me want to eat sushi. Then yesterday i went to aeon buy. Afterthat i realize i still want to eat, i wanna go sakae!!!!!! And of course want to write about friday stuff la. I'mma going to interview the promoter at damansara. Kinda scary because the interview seems hard. But it just only 1 time, after that will be ok.

Yeah! it successfully to post!=D

请输入题目：不懂

2010-01-31T01:20:00.003+08:00

我又想写了（还是用“我”开头），看来我真的很爱我。哈哈~ 刚才不知道怎么了，可能太闷了，想到那些白痴的东西吧。今天出去唱歌和看戏，但很可惜不是十个人。希望下次真的会十个人！今早唱歌，我破音了，虽然之前都破过很多次，不过比之前严重，而且好像越来越烂。可能是太久没有运动加唱歌了吧，要多唱了。又可以炼丹田，燃烧脂肪，放松心情，忘记烦恼~ =）可是有一次不小心用到丹田，很厉害哦，突然喊到又不会喘。哈哈，就连我自己都吓倒。

然后去看戏，看了fame过后更想唱歌了。我被macro深深的吸引了，他唱歌太有感情了~而且很帅哦~ 笑容是灿烂的。（p/s 我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂）为什么我的眼睛会这样，是可能太迟睡了，所以想养眼吧~ 哈哈
还有那个黑人也一样，怎么可以唱到这么厉害？！我甘拜下风！！>.< 黑人小姐，我喜欢你的R&B风，太有型了~你的抖音很稳而且转得很快，除了方大同，我也崇拜你。

这部戏是蛮好看的啦！有点像high school musical的。可以去看哦~

我

2010-01-31T00:31:00.006+08:00

我忍
我生气
我失望
我后悔
我怕被忽略
我懂我得面对事实
我情绪化
我希望被疼爱
我不该让它流出来
我坚强不到
我武装
我掩饰不到
我伤心时需要一个肩膀
我想太多
我悲观
我不懂谁懂我谁了解我
我想低调
我太弱了
我想坚强
我认真了
我想放空
我希望被了解
我需要倾听者
我今天很emo!!!

我
写中了你们的几个心声？

朋友，请不要问我为什么，我只是有感而触=）

炸歌

2010-01-29T22:48:00.001+08:00

=）

2010-01-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

这篇一定是出自于女作者，不然怎么可能说得这么对。
一。和她发短信时，回复一定要快，让她觉得你放下手上的事情立刻回复她，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你很在乎她。

二。每天睡觉之前一定要给她一条道“晚安”的短信，不管你有多晚，因为她可能一直在等你，只是她嘴上说不管。即便是她已经昏昏睡去，第二天一醒来也会立刻去查收信息。

三。看到她的未接电话要立刻打过去，任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。

四。你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你不要生气，因为她的不想就是想。

五。千万要记得女生都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。也不要在她表现心疼、吃醋、关心你的时候不停地问，只要偷偷地笑心里甜就够了，也许她不想让你知道她无时无刻不在想对你好。

六。经常去她的空间逛逛，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的痕迹也会很开心，也许有些心情就是为你而写。顺便看看她的心情日志什么的，还有她好友的留言，多知道点她的小秘密挺好，准备惊喜也容易点。

七。牵了手就不要轻易说分手，吵架的时候也不要说。如果她赌气跑开，只要一个用力的拥抱就能让她安静，就能让她感觉到你的爱。希望你能懂她离开时想要被挽留，如果说出口那只是乞求来的温柔。

八。开始一段新的恋情的前提是放下前面的所有恋情，你可以把她们给你的信物和美好记忆保留着，但是请把这些用一个匣子藏在她永远不会发现的地方，因为那些她不知道的事对于她是致命的伤害。记住女生都是敏感的动物。

九。如果一时冲动分了手，请给彼此冷却的时间，想清楚她就是你想要的人就勇敢地告诉她，不管用什么手段，死皮赖脸也好让她回到你身边就好。如果真的爱她就不要放开她，不要让她伤心，不要让她流泪，你明明知道她有多傻，她会傻傻等你的，你知道女生的青春有多么宝贵么！如果你还心疼她绝不要在分手不到一个月就移情别恋，这样等于在她伤口上撒盐。请你交换角色想一想，如果你女朋友和你分手第二天就在别的男人怀里开心地笑，你的心会有多痛？

如果你有一个傻丫头，请你好好珍惜她好好爱她好吗？也许你不知道你的一句关心，你的一个微笑，你的一个吻，一个拥抱，一个摸头发的动作都是她的幸福，其实她要的只是这么简单。她不奢求太多的惊喜，太多的浪漫，有你就是她所有的幸福。不要轻易放开她，因为她是傻丫头，她会在别人面前装的很强，对每个人微笑，然后半夜一个人躲在楼梯拐角处偷偷哭啼，她会不停地听着和你有关的歌，默默关注着你，默默的生病，默默的流泪，她会开始变的沉默，变得开始唱悲伤的歌，弹悲伤的曲子。

如果你真的有一个傻丫头请记得你说的话好吗？请你让她幸福，给她幸福，要自信的对她说：“我会让你变成全世界最幸福的人，我要让所有的人都羡慕你有一个好老公。”

长大了~

2010-01-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

ah ben~刚才在fb看到ah ben新upload的照片~
很可爱哦！
已经像个小孩了，不再是一直要大人抱着的baby,
他长大了，很高了，可是样子还是这么可爱。
可能是我太久没有见到他了吗？
就是太久没有看到他了，所以他长大了，我才会看得这么清楚。
很想念他哦~ 他现在看到我会不会觉得陌生呢？希望不会，以前每次都会跟他玩~
而且我只是一个月没见到他。
这么多小孩当中，最喜欢就是他，他很cute!!!! XD
希望他会乖乖~

38 group

2010-01-28T15:18:00.002+08:00

A little bit thing to say before i depart from hostel to my home!!
Thanks 38 group! =D I like the belated present so much! I don't care is belated ok...=)hehe
I really tought will be the things in the mms but u all suddenly change it...
Anyway, thx...
Sem break start~ C u guys 3rd sem~

Sem Break Woohoo

2010-01-28T14:12:00.005+08:00

Finally i don't have to envy my friend who done their exam earlier than me because i'm now enjoying my sem break too~ yeah! ^^v
Once i finished my last paper-stupid freaking hard to study subject--> Public Relations i didn't have any special feeling. What i felt on that time is, my hand is pain!! Because i used too much effort on my hand to write it and hope that i can score and maintain my CGPA.=)

And now gotta think how could i spend my holiday with fun and meaningful and unforgetable (please think positive side for unforgetable XD )
First meaningful and fun thing i think is falls on this saturday, hope that day will be filled with fun and joy with all the lame group members~ I'm waiting the day for so long.
Second thing will be watch autumn's concerto! I wanna stay at my home like an addicted heavy tv viewer, non stop watching at the computer and tv screen, i wan't to watch all the drama and movie i want to watch but can't watch during exam period. Woohoo~
Third thing will be get a part time job, i think. Perhaps...Maybe...? Because short of money nowadays and wanna earn some $ to use in third semester (for entertainment and food). Maybe u guys will think i'm a good planner and go ahead! Trust your feeling! i'm really a good planner, haha! =D But i think i'm good in planning about my entertainment. >.<
Fourth thing is depend on u guys. Let you guys bring me and also urself a meaningful, and unforgetable day or week or month with me~ Understand? o.O...haha
Last but not least will be the CHINESE NEW YEAR, we all can dress leng leng and makan makan. And, i'm ready to face those who say i become fat.haha =D By the way, i don't care about it anymore, because my target is i wan't u all say i slim in the following CNY...I swear!! And the ang pau as well, i'm sure it will make me a happy and meaningful and unforgetable chinese new year.

Ok, this is the last and least! Wish all the tarcian happy holiday!
Happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day =)

放空。随意

2010-01-25T14:32:00.003+08:00

刚刚才写完了一篇，现在又想写了~
我，不想读书~ 朋友都回去了，我很闷！
只剩最后一科了，就是因为剩最后一科才变得懒惰。
一直放空，一直呆呆的，看似在想写某些事情，但真的什么都没想。
应该是读书读傻了吧？朋友，你觉得我会读到傻吗？还是我本来就很傻？哈哈哈~~
最近迷上了部落格，觉得这是我放空的好地方，还有当然也包括听歌啦！
很享受blogging也很享受一个人带着耳机听歌~
看起来很孤独也很emo但是其实还好~
不信你试试看啊！你会爱上这种感觉~
再吵的音乐，也有停顿的一刻，好像用来形容我自己。
因为我很吵！哈哈哈~
星期三那天，可能考完就回了，不想再留
在这里，一个人是很闷的！
所以有时想一个人，有时又想吵一吵，这就是人生？
对，这就是我的人生！！=）

crazy again

2010-01-25T13:56:00.004+08:00

I considering whether want to let this entry be private or just left it post like that. Because when u all get to know what i'm doing you guys will think i'm crazy...But nevamind la,all of us are friend so just post for you guys to enjoy~

Nowadays always thinking of khalil fong, maybe i fall in love with him. Always think he will marry with me. So yesterday decided not to think of him again and want to concentrate in study. (my nighmare is in wednesday) Then we go to our hostel study room~~ (for study purpose)! But, i hate myself, i didn't study there but drawing khalil face on paper stil take picture with it. Then only i realize my drawing skill is still remain in standard 1 level, if you guys want to see please make sure don't laugh at it or else i will hurt. >.<

Here is the picture! don't laugh! i can hear the laughter!

Ok, 1 picture is enough!

Then leave my table messy and go out from study room and walk around at hostel for fun.

After come back, still thinking i wasted my time just now in doing nonsense so have to start study. But i'm failed again. We are too pro in acting. I act pregnant and the baby is with kxxxxl fxxg...=..=

恭喜

2010-01-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

第一届myfm至尊流行榜颁奖典礼歌曲创作奖与金曲奖，是由方大同领到的！！且金曲奖是特别包括myfm dj 选的哦~
恭喜恭喜！！！！
他果然是个实力派的歌手啊！我的眼光果然很好~哈哈~
其实我一边听一边在写这篇部落，所以刚好听到了另一个好消息，就是~
噔
噔
噔
噔~
方大同以“橙月”夺了至尊专辑奖。他说专辑是一个创作，就像是自己的小孩子一样。当他拿到至尊专辑奖时，他说这个奖项对他来说比任何一个奖项来的有意义，因为就像是自己的小孩拿到奖一样。
然而至尊海外男歌手奖却由陈奕迅拿到~也恭喜他~ 他也是一个实力派歌手，因为我见证过他的实力。他唱了“七百年后”，得却很好听！
而最大，最犀利，至尊年度大奖是由陈奕迅拿到！唉，竟然不是方大同拿到，但是被陈奕迅拿到也不错~

恭喜方大同，你的歌很好听，也很难唱！！
也恭喜陈奕迅，你现场的表演很好，声音也很有磁性！！只是音响有点问题。
还有梁静茹与张栋梁的“低调”。
好啦~就写到这。

环保

2010-01-23T16:00:00.004+08:00

力赛克，力赛克！
最近整个马来西亚都很环保哦！星期六在jj买东西都不给纸袋，因为要环保。
我也很环保，我最近都从拾旧货，听旧歌！
最近迷上了旧歌，越旧越好的旧歌，尤其是英文旧歌，老歌也受！
爱上了旧歌的同时，就就是说上上了慢歌，迷恋慢与伤感的旋律~
例如说，MLTR的歌，像take me to your heart, 25 minutes, blue night, paint my love, that's why you go away...很好听！
还有有些旧歌比如the carpenters 的yesterday once more, the colour of he night, never had a dream come true, what should i do之类的。
虽然是力赛克，不过还是有听新歌，不过特别爱慢歌。可能是被旧歌影响吧！

突然又用回华语了，因为太就没用了。嗯...其实是我不会用英文来介绍这首歌！哈哈~ 它就是~~~ 一辈子存在-萧敬腾！原来它很早就已经在我电脑了，可是一直都没有认真听过。但是最后被我发掘了~ 是好听的！很伤感的旋律，听了也会融入其中，然而歌词是感动的。说明了对的人是不容易找到的，一旦找到了对的人就不要轻易放弃！

城市里人影交替
有多少机会交集
不期然相遇意外的美丽
心动的默契

Oh 爱是变得很想依赖
爱是想要陪你醒来
Oh 爱想向你在未来
一辈子存在

眼眶里季节交替
记忆里人来人去
我们都年轻别害怕爱情
让真心证明

是关於期待那一句对白
让我懂了爱感觉终究无可替代

Oh 爱是变得很想依赖
爱是想要陪你醒来
Oh 爱想向你在未来
一辈子存在

是想要陪你醒来
Oh 爱想向你在未来
想做你一辈子的爱

crazy things

2010-01-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

Nowadays done too much of crazy things. For me is many and crazy! 2 days before exam, I’m so hardworking and I was shocked for it, I study and study until I forgot the time is moving on. Once I raise my head and look at the time display on my honey computer screen, shit! It was 5 in the morning. What the, I’m study until so late. Never study like so “addicted” before. May be college cannot play play anymore, should serious in study, and I’m aware of it. XD

These mean times always sleep at very deep night and also the very early morning ya. 4 5 6 a.m. is the time for me to go to the bed. This habit can’t let my parents to know. If not die for many times and will let them chop. (I think only la, but they won’t)

There are few crazy things for my college life too. But that is impossible for me to describe how crazy it is. So I just roughly briefly shortly not extraaaa elaborationly to tell u all how crazy I am.

== > I’m on9 at canteen and suddenly feels like want to yamcha, den 2a.m. I go out to tbr yamcha. 2a.m le!!!!! Then we take 2 hours time at there, 4a.m only we came back.

== > Still awake at 5a.m and my friend suddenly ask me to see sun rise. And I’m on! 6a.m go down to canteen and what I thought is totally different as what I saw that day. I thought all the people are sleep deeply in each of their room but it was not! There are 11 people in canteen, some are on9-ing and some of them are studying. Crazy than me! Then we chat and wait the time to pass, it was fun. The weather is cold and the sky was dark. I had capture the sky from dark to bright. At 7.41a.m, I saw the sun, the sun is rising!!! >.< it was really excited to see that, I feel that every new day is a new hope. But it is more excited to waiting the sun to rise. There is a hope in my and I’m no regret for sacrifice my sleep to see it. Try it!

== > The day before exam, too panic to face the book. And I’m whole day stay the cousin’s room, summmore play badminton at the night until midnight. Then go back home take bath and do other thing else but no study! Because I studied yesterday, so I’m relax…hahahahaha

== > That’s all for my crazy thing. For me I think there is a lot and crazy but I don’t know how u think about it. And it all happened in 2 weeks time, or may be 1 week. It doesn’t matter lah!! =)

like that

2010-01-20T14:18:00.002+08:00

Good 1

2010-01-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

Today was so so so so so boring! I'm stay at my room whole day and din talk at all except when i go down to buy food. In the room, i look at the book, the book look at me, we look each other. So i'm not going to repeat it again tomorrow. I swear! This kind of feeling, one day is enough for me.

Finally i cant bear of the bored atmosphere in my room and then about 12.30 i came down to hostel canteen to online. The bad thing had gone and there will be the good one come in the next. So the good thing is the hostel wireless line become so fast. Even can go cafe world~ Everything will be like that, (but i don't hope that tuesday paper will be bad even though i hope friday paper come with the good 1), this theory is not apply in exam~ Haha..=D

After the good thing, is it the bad thing will come again? Life is just like a roller coaster, ya! The bad thing come again, which is my laptop is out of battery and there is no place for me to charge it in canteen. So i got to go....BAD! This theory is scarly, but we have to accept it as roller coaster theory as it is true. Then let me adjust to let my exam paper is in the "good 1" situation...haha~

Bye then~

a "piece" of random entry

2010-01-16T12:00:00.003+08:00

Too many different things to write so i titled it as "random"....
The previous entry that i wrote about "leave some comment" was really work. And i guess you guys start drop comment there is because want to foster gud relationship with me...haha =D But anyway thanks for the cooperation...hohoho~ And at the same time i'll hope you guys will keep going on with this.

Phew~ I just done the second subject in my final >> AEMS 1512 Tamadun Islam dan Asia >> tanslated >> Apple Elephant Money Sueying 1512 Islam and Asia Country...Translator : me =..=..
Too free to do so because i just done this paper and now i soak myself into my little sanctuary again in hostel cc... After a hard day sure i will want to relax. And the only thing i can do for my entertainment now is on9 since i have no where to go. So i found blogging is a little corner for me to relax. Thank you blogger... Today~ I've started the paper at 9 in the morning and i done it before 10.30 so i decide to go out earlier. Then jessica also done hers about same time with me. This is the first time i done it so fast because when i'm doing question No.8 , i heard " ok, you may start writing now." from one of the examiner... Walao A, that time only i know actually cannot do the paper yet. How come i don't know huh? But neva mind lah...its over~

Yesterday, I received a message from wj. She ask me and jess go to her room because she has something to show us. I wonder why, then we just go. Once i enter her room, i'm not see her and even for her slander shadow. Then i thought she was so childish hide behind the door to scare me (i admit i think too much) but she was not. Then she appear so sudden like a ghost, haha and she holding a cake. 3 of us, cl jess and me was so suprise with it. At that moment, i thought she want to celebrate cl birthday but then she say is for 3 of us. I really so suprise and i'm sure cl and jess too. Really touch about it~~~ Thank you wei jia!! =') And we take some picture, and also video...
The same words agaon, i'm now at cc so i can't upload the picture. So please do visit my blog may be i upload all of these picture together at one day.

Nowadays, i always sleep in the "early" morning... Today i found my dark circle is getting serious! @@ so i have to start do my eye mask again, and try to sleep early. Hope i can really do so...! Fighting! And there is 3 more subject to go, i will try my best, to maintain my CGPA 3.65 or above. Hope everyone who having the same final with me good luck in their exam~

c ya~

HP stand for....?

2010-01-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

Do you all know what hp stand for? hand phone? hp pc?
NO! Hp for me is actually stand for Hiao Po...hahaha
I went to tbr to having my dinner and when we was about time to kira~ Then we saw our headphone guy at there and i quickly try to tell wj and cl about that by using a pair of my scanner eyes but they failed to catch it...
But i hiao lo, i then send message for them to inform them although both of them was just sit besides and in front of me...
And, somemore ask cl help me to take his picture but unfortunately i can't share it with you all now because i'm now at cc and i can't upload the picture~
so, if you want to see leng zai, please do always visit my blog! haha....
p/s beloved visitor, as you know talk is free, typing is free and leave some comments does not cost u does not harm u even 1 hair and it can foster a gud relation with me when u leave some words in either chat box or whatever lah! so don't be quiet k....leave some comment la....If not i'm boring man!

14.1.2010

2010-01-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

Time pass so fast...i'm still remember last year today i'm still working at pcs and now i'm already study at college for the second semester. Today is the first day of my final and it is also my b'day... Just "nice" they crash =.=
yesterday i got a very funny clb in hostel because when someone pass the present for me and she look so.......err.....hahaha...hard to decribe man! just funny la....
My little sister sms 4 me....i wonder who teach her type msg...(actually is me)
Dad, thx ur wishes and mum, thx ur secret recipe.....hehehehehe XD
Thx for the lame group ya....thx for the present too...=) i like it so mmmmuch~ and i open and used it on that day...i really like it so much...=D
to all my frens who wish me no matter at college or in fb, thanks to you all la....Thx d picture msg as well....=D U really "got heart"....
38 group, thx 4 ur b'day song also...u all always look so 38...384...hohoho
One of the thing i'm really suprise is, my last sem beloved teacher, superam wish me happy b'day too...He always so cute and funny....=)
And, nearly forget, i'm so touch la u all sms me to wish me all the best for my exam in this morning...=')
So, although my b'day is just NICE crash with the exam, but i'm still Ok~ la....
Thanks to brought me a such a warm b'day...

Ya...

2010-01-13T04:30:00.000+08:00

Ya...the hostel is really provide free wireless. Yet it was so damn stupid slow...!
i tried to sign in to fb but failed...It takes me almost 4 times to sign in and it was disconnect in a uncountable number... what the?? haiz!
But whatever la, because my friend lend me her laptop to online...hers can but why mine is ....aish! then she try to use mine to connect to the wireless and it success....what is the matter now? my hand problem? XD

new layout~

2010-01-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

This is the 2nd post for today. (p/s dunid study ka?? >.< )
Just want to express my feeling about the chat log had gone once i change a new layout for my blog and link as well. So i'm going to install back all these stuff and it takes me kinda long time to complete these. Phew! Luckily all my lovely posts are still remain... =)

Shower is my battery charger. I feel refreshed after a long cool bath. Now back to the reality, the word "exam" is again strike on my head. Owww~ Really hard to concentrate when i'm stay at home.. So, i will go back to kl tomorrow..

Hope that tomorrow will be a nice day~
Here i stop! nitez everyone!

TOLD

2010-01-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

I've told somebody about something.
Kinda regret to spoke it out...it bring the consequence which is make somebody more sensitive and aware...it is stupid to regret about your words spoken rite...? because once you spoke it out, there is no way for you to grab back the words.
So everyone, when you want to tell people something, do think twice! And ask urself i'm in right to tell SOMEBODY about SOMETHING... Don't tell the right thing to the wrong person and it may cause unnecessary worriness...

Blogging . Reading blogs

2010-01-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Blogger i love u!!
I found that i really enjoy blogging and reading u guys blog. Oh my, i'm getting addicted with this. Time pass in just a flip of eye, and wait for no man. yesterday i'm just visited few of my friend's blog from 2a.m something and i finisehed it all at....at....at...4 a.m!! O.o.... People are dreaming and slept so deeply but i'm just start to FORCE myself to sleep. gosh!

HiHiHiHiHiHi....i've got an uncertainty good news which may bring a great impact on my studies. >>> MY FRIEND TOLD ME THAT OUR HOSTEL CANTEEN CAN ACCESS TO INTERNET! Arrrr, grrrrr, i'm so happy and excited to heard about that and i hope it will be the real one. If it is real and i think it will be a big challenge for me. I have to control myself not too over in on9 and have to pay attention on my study...=)

fear of it

2010-01-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

What is the thing that college student have facing but afraid as well as worry the most? or can be say as student's killer.
1. Friendship problem
2. Love problem
3. Lack of money (shopping kaki?)
4. Pressure from parents
5. EXAM!!!! (nightmare)

ARR...Exam is just around the corner. super duper fear of it. feel that i never studied anything. I'm having the first subject "english for communication" in the coming week which is falls on 14 january, thursday.
What a nice day,i think. because god is giving me the best present on that day.
u should be thought that the present is the exam paper. now i would like to tell you all, NO! the present is not the stupid paper but is a wish=) haha...hope that i can get a result with flying colour ya=) and sure to all my friends too. B-)

happy....

2010-01-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

i got to know my tamadun cw mark...96..
wahahaha...song man!>.<
besides this, going to sg wang n times square to buy new shirt tomorrow...
hope can bought something back (n c leng zai？ O.o) ...=)

lucky- jASOn MrAz

2010-01-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

听了一年的歌，虽然中间有一段时间没有听了，
可是在电台听到，又想起了，又想听了，很好听。
下载了，也听了，
听着，他突然找我了。。。

1.1.2010

2010-01-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of this new year, happy new year!
yesterday went to genting with friends, and we were enjoying taking picture there.
Besides taking pictures, we were enjoying fireworks too=)
But, there was too many MIST until we just watch the sky with colour but not watching the fireworks. lolz! =.=
However, we shout out loud when countdowning...We look like few 38 kids although we are all 18 >.<...
i shout out my unhappiness, when i shouting 5,4,3,2 and 1, actually i'm also countdowning also my bad luck and hope it will gone after 2009... it will be my best gift that i receive in this brabd new year(",)

Recall something now...ya, actually i having hope in something until the time 11:59 on 31st dec 2009... But it doesn't realize, and what can i do?? it's over, just let it be...

厉害

2009-12-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

我對你1見鍾情，絕無2心，想照顧你3生3世，
因為我偷偷上你的網站4次，你那迷人的5官，總讓我6神無主，
一顆心7上8下，99不能平息，如果我的滿分是10分，
你一定不止11分，起碼也該有12分，只可惜我討厭13這個數字，
不然你一定有14分，如果再加上你的聰明那又不止15分，
16分你一定還嫌少，所以我給了你17分。

　　我今年18歲，再過幾天就19歲，也就是我還未滿20歲，
今年大概會21唄，所以得交22萬的學費，
其實我的智商是阿甘的23倍，只是，我24小時都在睡。

　　我猜你今年未滿25歲，26我也無所謂，27跟我還是很配，
28也不過才大我10歲，29的女人據說最美，30我會考慮考慮唄，
31我應該沒這麽衰，32我會開始反胃，33我甯願自己一個人睡，
34你敢釣我，我娘也才35歲，但我還是想送你36朵玫瑰，
但摸摸口袋我只剩37塊，戶頭也只剩38元，
因為跟女友分手在39天前，手機每天得打40塊。

　　永遠記得41天前，寫下42句愛她的誓言，還有43種我想的永遠，
卻只換來44CC真情的眼淚，加上45夜輾轉難眠，
老實說我打了46句廢言，其實你該從47句開始看，
但是你都看到了第48句，只寫49又覺得怪怪的，
那就哈啦到50，湊個整數吧！

　　第51句我要說聲我想你，第52句我要說聲我愛你，
但第53句我暫時還沒想到，所以直接跳過54句，來到55句，
這時我想起56分前的你，不知道你有沒有想起57分鐘後的我？

　　我在這想了58分鍾又59秒，我總共找到60種想你的念頭，
61個愛你的理由，62句適合我倆的情話，還有63段電影浪漫的邂逅，
雖然我也找到你64個小缺點，但幸好我也找到你65個優點，
尤其是你的腰只有66公分，這會讓我沈迷67年，與其我愛你說68遍，
還不如我愛你寫滿69頁，反正我們還有70年，
這份工作麻煩讓我拖個71個月，你的愛慕者一定不止72位，
因為我是那第73位，但我要定下你74年，反正我會付時薪75元，
就算要追你追76個月，只要你能陪我過77情人節，
花掉我78萬我也心甘情願。

　　看完我寫下的79句真心話，我猜百分之80你會願意，
當我的女朋友，因為你發現了我81處迷人的地方，
還有82個你無法拒絕我牽你的手，就算你有83個逃避的借口，
我也會有84種留你的理由，好啦我加薪加到85，
麻煩你陪我到86歲，就算你皺紋是以前的87倍，
我愛你還是願對你說88遍，直到愛到89年。

　　我們已經錯過90年，91年你還好意思不讓我在你身邊，
對你訴說我對你那92句不變的依戀，我摘不下93萬光年外的北極星，
但我願買下94只你愛的胡椒貓，陪你去看95遍流星雨，
也許我不能活到96歲，不能陪著你97年，
但同樣的一件事我會做98遍，在你生日那天送上99朵紫玫瑰，
做你心目中的，我想你會喜歡的！或者是這個100分的那位

cameron 的天空

2009-12-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

昨晚，和表姐表妹坐在uncle jeff 的车后面，他的车ford 后面是露天的。
所以晚上他们说要去夜市的时候，我们坚持要坐在他的车后面兜风。哈哈~
车开了，由于路不太平，所以车一直跳，我们坐得很不稳，我还差一点倒下来。
不过很爽，车开得快，所以风很大也很冷！很刺激很开心啊~
路的两旁都是树，我们望着天空，看着数不完的星星一闪一闪的眨着，看呆了，
天上很多星星啊！我很久没有好好坐下来看夜景了，而这是一个很好的体验。
我，终于，又看到了几年前我一直都有在看的星星，那三颗连在一起的星星，
我又看见它们了，是不是我太久没有看星星了呢？
不管怎样，我还是很享受昨天看星星，吹冷风的时刻。
其中一个表姐说，那三颗星星的周围有四颗星围着它们，是一个星座，
可是我忘了那叫什么名O.o..是猎什么座了啊~
记不起也没关系啦！昨天真的很开心，是一般城市人体验不到的~
虽然这次的车程不少，但是我一直在车僵冷笑话，
那些冷笑话，一直从我头脑里冒出来。哈哈~

Lucky

2009-12-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair

WHAT A NICE SONG....NEVER FEEL BORED WITH IT...=)

western burger vs malaysia burger

2009-12-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

my few previous entries was almost about the sad things,
i'm getting tired if write those thing,
2day is christmas eve, must write something happy~

hmm...they suddenly change their treatment,
i wonder why, but whatever, as long as i'm happy=)
yeah...! Going to cameron tomorrow with family...
Enjot the time with them ;)

My lunch today is Filet-O-Fish,
my friend told me that it is the least calories among all the burger in McD..
but, that is not the reason i choose it, it is bcuz i found it tasety...hehe
enjoy the time when put it into my mouth =D

Erm, before that i don't know what is my dinner,
if i know my dinner is burger "again" i won't go to eat my fillet...lolz
eat until my face look like burger...>.<||

conclusion is, both western n malaysia burger are nice, but support malaysia burger la...save money...hahahaha

anyway....MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!!!

开心不起来

2009-12-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

最近不懂怎么了，总是闷闷不乐，
以为去玩会开心了，但是也只是短暂的。
是不是因为最近太多事情发生了才会这样，
如果是那就好了，因为时间会冲淡它。
如果不是，那会是什么，是因为我自己悲观吗？
还是两者兼是。。。
我不希望会这样，或许是我心胸太狭窄吧，也可能不够成熟！

我想了很久，可能
这些所发生的事，我太在乎了，
我不喜欢被忽视，其中也很注意小细节，
所以太注意了不是一件好事，它令我伤心，
我想问自己，是不是我人缘不好？
这句话对我很敏感，实在太敏感了，
原来，最后知道事情的那个人是我，
如果我没开口问，如果他没提起，我甚至有可能不知道。
伤心也只能用微笑面具来掩饰，是很累的...

21 @ pavillion

2009-12-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today, go pavillion with cousin n her fren... actually v just want to go thr for a muvi but when listen they talk den oni i noe jay chou come to pavillion... den gud la...can see them also... we watch Avatar, its really a nice movie! A fantasy world is show in the muvi and the story is gud and touch...The place of the fantasy world is nice, the picture really nice...So overall the muvi is bravo!! *clap* >.<

after the muvi its already 7.30 n is also the time jay chou n wi ling come...it just nice....so v wait at thr...but...em...they say they want to c the snow at outside, so we decide to go out n we go out..=) v enjoy touching the "fake snow", actuali is bubble la...but the feel is special, neva hav that kind of feel b4... after that v go in and c dem, so ngam! when v go thr is the time they come out...den i saw a small wi ling n jay chou...XD i take their pic...but, really small...haha... whateva~

then we go to eat, my fish fillet spag is nice...=) happy cuz enjoy nice food...
after that walk around at sg.wang den end our "journey"...
at the beginning of the day i'm upset becuz of something but now is happy....
the bad thing will never disappear, so try to use happiness to minimize it...!

5 in the morning

2009-12-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

I'm over..
Yesterday night, oh! should be this morning, 5a.m only i fall asleep...
what a crazeee day...yesterday and the day before yesterday just left me and wei jia in the hostel... so i went to her room and stay at there at the first night while she came to stay my room at the second night...yesterday we chat after she finish her tuff assignment, for me is quite tuff...
we chat and chat, and we get shock when we saw the time...its 4 in the morning! sounds familiar yea cuz i just listened to that song on that day...haha>.<
4a.m! we still chatting, chat bout everything until forgot what is tired, what is sleepy and even forgot the time is running!
But everything got limit, its 5a.m dy, we really shud sleep but i sleep not because of sleepy but is because it too EARLY...lolz...=) and my class is at 8a.m...!which means i have to wake up at 7 sumthing also means that i have only 2 hours++ to sleep...
The second day, i think i will sleep in the class but I'm not do so...=)
Maybe I'm strong...O.o..haha...just feel sleepy in the class...

I've sumthing to say but i'm not going to say it out...just self thought and post it in here. . .

= Thanks Miss Loh for appreciate my effort! And hope u don't feel sad when u heard the comment from he because i saw tears in ur eyes...

= Superam! we all miss you so much...hope u will come and teach us again in the next semester but i know u won't... Because u already know u going to teach freshie!

= Sorry because our class make u angry, Puan Ina! >.<...Our class is famous in noisy...U r a good lecturer as well as tutor and i appreciate ur responsible personality but i wonder why my classmate not like u maybe u r quite strict...that's not ur fault i know, just sorry bout that...sometimes really panic with them also but what can we do...?

= A ppl who kena i bully to find 101 new songs that i like... I know its quite hard but at least u remember it...haha...XDD

all i want is....

2009-12-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

i want become slim...
i want sleep 99...
i want go skating...
i want buy new shirt...
i want buy bag and shoe...
i want money to buy them...
i want eat ho liao...
i want vitamin...
i want rest...
i want sing k...!!!!

hi...

2009-12-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

hi....everyone...
i'm coming back to update my blog again...
feel that i'm quite pessimist nowadays...
always think the negative side..of everything
it makes me down...i think is the reality makes me down...
Shoooooo! i don't like this kind of feeling...
from now on...everything for me is simple =)
those treat me like machine, i will treat u like what u treat me...wahahahaha

suddenly think of a ppl, so i go to youtube and listen to "thinking of you-katy perry"...i wonder why, maybe d ppl change primary photo...btw, long time din chat wif u, n long timw din let u boom ady....miss ur boom badly....[FREN]

被偷了。低落

2009-12-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

跟朋友去夜市，
本来是开心的，后来发生一件每个人都不敢相信是真的事情。
逛完了打算回家了，却找不到车。
原本以为找错地方，但是找了很久都找不到车。
那时才知道，我朋友的车被偷了。
我们的东西全部放在车里面，我朋友的电话，身份证全部和车一起被偷走了。
然后就去警察局报案，车找不回了。
我的notez全部放在车，是全部！！！整个sem的notez都被偷了！
那些notez是我全部把重点都记下来的，老师说的重点我全部记下来的，没有人有的，现在全部没有了，而且又要考试了。
现在我很烦，很乱！
今天早上一回到宿舍，很累很累，想睡觉吧昨天发生的事搁一旁，
可是我做不到，满头脑想着我的notez,带着烦乱的心情睡觉，也带着同样的心情起来。
其实，我也睡不到半小时，又想到怎样交待projector的事情就更加烦！

最近，总有不好的事情一连串的发生，看穿了她的人，我觉得很反感，
她的虚伪很令我讨厌，原来他是这样的人，感觉好像被利用了，亏我把他当朋友。
幸好，有人肯认真听我说心声，也了解我的感受。
就算你不能帮到我什么，但是你愿意听我倾诉，已经是我最大的安慰。
你认真听的时候我真得很感动。

无事不登三宝殿

2009-11-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

这种事，每次都是我中的，
可以给我时间休息吗？
累死了，
如果有时间我一定帮，可是重点时我也很忙！！

Mea.ning.ful...

2009-11-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

此时此刻在地球上，
约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个；
如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，
你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，
那后者就会变成你的好朋友；
但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，
直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

终于...

2009-11-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

终于，有人明白我的感受，
那种难受的感受。
我很欣慰，你能明白我的感受不是因为我把整件事情告诉你，
而是你靠你自己的观察力。
这是一种难以用言语形容的，
原来你和我一样，也很开心你和我一样。

我的不快乐，我说出来给你听，
你能想象到，因为我们的处境是一样的，
然而，我认识的人，你也一样认识，
我发觉的，你也感觉得到，
所以我觉得这样已经够了。

原来找到一个懂你感受的朋友，
是一种幸福.... <3

20 & 21 nov

2009-11-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

This friday i'm not going back to klang and i'm afraid that i will be alone again...
But luckily i have to practice my drama so i went to my fren house to practice and of course stay a night at thr...
After class v went to selayang mall and buy a lot of shirt... i bought 4 shirt and the price is affordable...and i really enjoy when we are shopping at thr...after that v go dinner 2gt and we ask for rice and few dishes and eat 2gt...i like that kind of feeling which we are gather 2gt...after that v all crazy again...v dress leng leng go yamcha...and all wear dress cuz it already became 1 one our culture...which is everytime go yamcha must wear diff feel de shirt...yesterday is ocean feel...O.o...it is fresh and new for me...=)
1st we r going to cafe and then we turn to 2nd round...the mamak with the delicious french fried...but i din ask for it as i'm diet now....(i get shock when i saw my weight, feel like wanna i asked myself "can i whack u??!")
at the beginning of 21 nov, which is mid9 2am...we come bac from mamak and after done everything then we pillow talk again....2day i'm crazy i speak a lot (wowowowowow!! even thou sounds like dog but v all like it cuz it can express our excitement) what a funny word huh....XD
however, end of 21 nov, it is sooo boring....i'm alone at hostel and all my fren had go back to klang...i sleep and wake up and sleep and eat...wat a boring day!
after that i cant bear of it and i decide to on9 at hostel cc...
wat a 2 diff day...i like 20 nov so much...

Hello monday! i coming to u...u better dun let me boring...XD
2012 at cinema, i'm coming to u too...=)

O.o

2009-11-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

WAAAALAAAOOOO AAAA....
going to be crazy...our facebook photo comment is more than 1000...
what a large number...!but i had miss a lot since my house modem is condem already...

hmm...yesterday i fried rice....but i duno how many times i fried rice b4...but i'm sure is less than 3...=D the gud news is dey say very delicious o...!XD

SHUEI.....depress!

2009-11-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

I duno wat happen to me nowadays....
nothing gud happen on me....
-i'm lack of M...
-every1 can connect to wireless except me...den try to connect other wireless,although finally can connect but keep dc...
-rushing assg but other member luk lik not care about it....
-many thing in heart but hard to say out....
-wat i being treaten??
-A think i'm happy B also think i'm happy...but both side are wrong...
nobody noe dat feeling
-sometimes try to hide my sadness n expand my happiness but end up wif doubled sadness....
damn!

lack of something..

2009-11-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

i think too much....mayb
feel dat i lack of something....
a caring?
but what i get not what i expected...
what i wan to receive not what i receive...
what i don't want to treaten is being treaten...
is that life?

不想习惯

2009-11-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

习惯会失望，所以我不想习惯。
如果有一天，失去了，但是却习惯了，
我怕我会一时接受不到。
所以有些事，还是的注意，不要变成习惯。

想你的习惯

2009-10-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的

如果我说爱你能不能永远相信
这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈
你和我只有一个
该怎么不怕孤单

说好了我们都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美(多完美)
所有感觉多特别(多特别)
想带你走到世界边缘(喔)
未来不变

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走
我和你甜蜜的走

Huh？

2009-10-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

虽然有这样想过，但是自己知道，不可以在头脑还没有完全冷静清晰的时候匆匆忙忙做下决定。
有羡慕过有害怕过也有失去信心过。
所以不想再作了错的决定。

Weather

2009-10-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

The day before yesterday...Me, hyuk, hero, bang n chan ti went to Desa Park City to play kite again... But this time we not really enjoy play kite there because there are not much of wind on that day...So we decide to play at the children playground, haha, childish but nice...i had recall back my childhood...=)

WooooooooW!! The game over there is much more special than normal playground!! The games over there is all different, but most of the game will spin til we faint...It is excited, really excited...Then we 5 guys went for a swing, the swing is special...Normally the swing is can allowed 1 person but this swing can accommodate 5 people! Really high tech...haha... Then we 5 guys sit on the big round board and start swing~ I felt faint but i enjoy at there...Besides that, v take a lot of "ghost pictures" but i cant upload it because this stupid pc cant connect with my phone...

So after that we go pasar malam at Taman Ehsan (the spelling may wrong but i'm sure the pronunciation is 100% correct XD) the pasar malam is much much much more better than sri rampai...There are almost chinese stalls and not many crowd...But i'm quiet there because i'm too tired...After pasar malam we go back to hyuk's house and have our nite there...

The next day, we went for dim sum...Arhhhh!!! They say wanna tie "bian zi" go to college...We really tie bian zi went for dim sum and i felt that many people will look at us with their strange eyes...LOL...We also tie bian zi went to kepong jusco, and the same situation happened again...

I'm chicken hearted, i take of the rubber band when almost reach college...haha
Because i'm taking a large pack of my shirt how can i tie bian zi n walk into college? Look like china girl! I don't want to look like that...>.<

We only having one tutorial on that day which is our drama tutorial...After the tutorial, we b2 all student stay back for a while to discuss about how to devide the group in 5 people...When we almost done because of someone's stubborn personality, we have to rearrange to group so our group left 4 people and for me i think it is not enough members...We had to set background and many other things to do so it is kinda hard for us...That people never try to think for us and she cant try to imagine if she reluctant to join other group, our group will lack of member...She are so selfish and this is not the 1st time....HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mood totally change just in a single second, a thunder is in my heart and going to be rain!!!

Nice...

2009-10-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

Life is short, break the rules,
forgive sooner, love with true love,
laugh without control and always keep smiling.
Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance.....
Growing old is not for whimps.....

-Jock Smith & Bette Davis-

I wanna say...R u crazy?

2009-10-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hey! What a crazy people... 1a.m ++, its midnight how come u ask me to go out 2 hav a walk...so dangerous man! Its is dangerous to go out at night and there is only 2 people...Although i trust you but i will stil not going out with you...

How come? Is that fate? This is the problem that faced by most of the people...
the person we like don't like us but the person we don't like is admire us...

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2009-10-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

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random..

2009-10-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today i just saw my badminton coach....Wah...He wear formal wear is totally different fron what i see him normally...very yeng... AR! Suddenly realized that i have long time didn't play badminton already...Mizzz my coco so much!!

By the way, our 2nd semester started and i know there r dozen of assignmentS and presentationS is waiting for us...lol...Can i study without doing any one from it??
But I'm going to finish my assg and presentation as fast as possible once i take this task...what a hardworking girl i am...hahaha...

i got my 2nd semester timetable...This timetable really "nice"...especially on tuesday, there are 8 hours between 2 classes, what a nice schedule to train us how to kill the boredom...haha=D Hmm, this is already a new sem, a new started... And our gang still not really can mix with all our b2 classmate...so i really hope that v can have better relationship after this long semester...

Yesterday just come back to hostel from Bukit tinggi but not b.tinggi in klang but in....(dunno whr)...But i just know there is near to genting...Erm...acutually i kinda enjoy this trip with few of my friend...I long time din play candles and lantern but i done that on saturday night...hahaha...I'm back to my childhood...=)
My friend's family is cute and quite friendly...What i feel so pai seh is v sleep in the room but few of them sleep at the living room...Oww... Saturday night, v bbq until around 4am n this is the first time i bbq until midnight (or already morning? MCD having breakfast dy wor)...Den everything done, and v r still not tired so we playing the card...6.30am...i reali feel tired and i can staright away fall asleep once i close my eyes...I can;t really remember wat time i sleep but when i sleep, my alarm start alert, i feel strange bout it and then i off my alarm and continue to sleep...But my alarm alert again...I REALLY FEEL WEIRD ON THAT TIME! I "ming ming" off my alarm but how come it still snooze...So i look around and all of the other 4 ekor sleep jor...den i also off the light n continue sleep...Mana tau the next day cl told me actualli ytd is they fool on me by keep set the alarm...No wonder la! LOL...But realli enjoy in it...

When we are still in there,at the noon, wj is sleeping and we are all awake...jl saw she is sleeping and he just help wj cover the blanket...Oww...how sweet...jl is a nice guy and i know the girl who be with him must be very "xing fu" and i hope my fren realise it...Hope she can catch her happiness and hold it tight, dun let it go away...Bcuz the golden opportunity just knock once on our door...

complicated

2009-10-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

Well~ Working world is so complicated...i cant even know what they are thinking and what are they going to do for the next thing...It is enough for me n i feel disgusting with it...How come they always talking people bad things to me (almost everyone) and what i can do is just listen and digest it although it is super duper rough thing...They hurt each other silently!!! How come huh??
This is a true thing....even a small matter...

i want to go out with fren at a time n a date but the time is not matche with my schedule so may be i'm not going with my fren...But luckily (perhaps unfortunately also) one of my colleague "A" wan to change shift wif me because she also having something to do...So of course i change with her btw i also tel her the reason i change wif her...The next day, colleague "A" tel me that colleague "B" say "do u know y she want to change wif u, bcuz she havin date wif her fren, if not sure she wont change wif u".... Now i noe WHY....

n....many other same cases....!

Crazeee mouth! Crazeeee stomach!!

2009-09-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

Sia?!! Today my breakfast list:
1. bihun mee goreng
2. 1 mini popiah & curry puff
3. hot milo
4. burger (a bit smaller than mcChicken)
5. cornetto sundae
After finish all i feel wanna cut my mouth!
Just a breakfast can eat so much thing....
This is the first time n also the last time....>.<

i added some1..

2009-09-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

i added some1....

working

2009-09-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...last time i went to jj n saw few of my friends are working at there...eww...how come they so rajin?? Btw, i stil saw all 3 of my cousins work at there too... Before that,i almost decide to fully enjoy my holiday but now i more likely to find a part time job... i keep consider whether i want to work or stay at home and finally i just take out my phone and try to call back to the shop i work before and ask for job but i don't think they want to hire me because i just can work for around 10 days... Damn it...!! Mana tau they wanna hire me....Then no choice already because i promised them... So now keep thinking about it~ Actually find a job also ok wad....At least can earn money and don't need to stay at home facing computer all the day...And now i'm planning how to use my money to play and shopping...wakakakaka...Although it is super duper tired but for me i think it is much better than stay at home doing nothing but eat...=)

Cameron

2009-09-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

我，吃到这么大现在才第一次要去cameron...
不过还是很开心，因为起码这个假期终于购去旅行。
倒是我今天才知道原来他也有跟着去金马伦。

我到底要去打工还是称这个假期玩翻它？
可是打工了就没有时间和朋友去玩了，难得放假。而且又不用带着读书的压力去玩，几好啊！
可是没有做工又没有钱哦，再加上以后的生活就是做工做工做工！！
怎么办？？=(

选择是不是责任

2009-09-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

选择是不是我们的责任？
我们人每天在过生活同时也在做选择,所以想要避也避不了。
做错了，是我的遗憾、教训也是对我的考验，
因为错了才知道要教懂我怎样去做对的下一个选择。
那么做对了呢？是会幸福吗？
不过最后我还是做了选择，
先苦后甜与先甜后苦，我选择第一个。
继续和放弃他，我选择了第二个。
现在就努力完成我的学业，也许以后就会比较幸福。
现在尝试放弃他，也许会是先苦，但是我完全放弃了，就会是后甜了，
等到再次遇见对的人之前，眼睛要争大大，再做选择，然后希望结果会是幸福的。=）

no mood

2009-09-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Actually i shuold be happy and write a lot of thing bout genting...
but the word i saw...make me no mood ady!!!!!
"u all over again" is u, all over again or u all, over again...?

ReboRn~

再.见~

exam

时间

whr r u??

想太多

你怎样看？

WGSC fund raising campaign

busy

轰动

change~

essential~

i don't want to go back

爱就对了

new life

承受

为什么

自尊心

outing~

i'm not

无奈

challenge

16

Bill Zzzz

No Pw

*new updated* ._.

need you now

hurm..

T_T

sem 2 result

gila

just 1 2 say

izit neccessary?

bad news

stay

stupid

喊

女生，是需要珍惜的

Cny

x心理测验x

败犬女王

R.E.A.L I.M.O

Photo time!!!

#3

请输入题目：不懂

我

炸歌

=）

长大了~

38 group

Sem Break Woohoo

放空。随意

crazy again

恭喜

环保

crazy things

like that

Good 1

a "piece" of random entry

HP stand for....?

14.1.2010

Ya...

new layout~

TOLD

Blogging . Reading blogs

fear of it

happy....

lucky- jASOn MrAz

1.1.2010

厉害

cameron 的天空

Lucky

western burger vs malaysia burger

开心不起来

21 @ pavillion

5 in the morning

all i want is....

hi...

被偷了。低落

无事不登三宝殿

new updated ._.