无奈

一次又一次的发生，
已经懒得去理了，懒得去吵了，
我接受不到你的想法，你你也一样，两个人都没有想要尝试去了解？
我了解不到。
散了就散了，就算挽回，也要事情解决后才有资格说挽回。
散！

challenge

Yeah, finally challenge life coming to my life again....
But too challenging, i scare....>.<
Today is the 1st day of skul, wif tutorial, only i feel i'm a second year student...
The work is getting tough and challenging, v got a event on September... Hah, it remind me the course i take...Because all the stuff i studied in year 1 is...errr...not much related~
Challenge 1- Timetable... my timetable sux >.< 3 out of 4 semester i got class on Saturday...
Challenge 2- It is the time that i have to put more effort on study, hope can cope with it since my work is much more difficult... hopefully i can do it better than year 1...Em, at least maintain...=D
Challenge 3- No matter how far, how rarely we contact or meet each another, i hope our relationship, our friendship will not fade...i will try my best out if i can, so no matter whr r u all going, i'm glad if u all do inform me...

16

是不是到了这个年龄，就会想改变？
改变穿着，不想再像十六岁妹妹会打扮的装扮，还有穿着...
改变思想，不想再像十六岁妹妹对社会，家庭，还有，尤其是两性关系的想法，自认自己没有很成熟，但总好过以前很多很多...爱情里有很多不现实，但现实依然存在在爱情里，特别是细水长流认真的...
改变性格，不想再像十六岁妹妹，我十六岁时虽然比现在安静冷静许多，但面对问题时，以前的我带着不够成熟的心态来面对，我想改变这；现在觉得自己容易对周围的事与话感到恶心，尤其是那种....还.是.关.于.十.六.岁.的.小.妹.妹.会.写.出.来.的.那.种.话...太不成熟了，太自我了！有时太可爱了，我现在接受不到...
（p/s: 不是故意的，只是十六岁的妹和大人的差别刚好是我想跨越的）
虽然不懂我是不是在改变，可是总有一天我不会再是以前那个我...


16岁的妹妹,我真的没有针对你...haha...XD

Bill Zzzz

Hurm...haven't really start to earn money but i have a lot of thing to buy~

So that i wanna print this bill in my blog so that always remind me what i'm looking for, n good for me when i'm lazy??

It's kinda short but the grand total is scary for a gurl who just...1..9...y e a r s o l d...:D

1. Bag (currently aim the esprit 1) Rm 169.90

2. Everlast shoe, the nice 1 Rm129.90

3. Something firming >.<>

4. Skin product such as sun block, day cream,night cream, essence...fuyoh! estimated Rm 150

5. Mask, a must Rm.... below 50

6. Many many shirts and dress that can change my look but doesn't changing my style Rm?? (Ms. Infinite)

7. Perm hair devices, dun know what it call!! just want to make my hair curly sometimes Rm

8. Dye my hair Rm60 budget nya~

9. A lot of trips... 5 years to achieve :D

Grand total = Rm 659.80 + infinite //

Want to be change, want to be look fresh....should take it Step by step...

But how long will it take? =D