Thursday, September 2, 2010

再.见~

又再见到我的部落了,我又回来了。
忍了这么多天,终于挨过了这次的考试,终于不需要再靠着一个小小的电话荧幕来上免费网了,恭喜我!哈哈!
虽然想到最致命伤的一科PRST,想到failed的机率很大就很伤心,可是收到chye li的一封信息其中一段:
《考试卷交了,答案要改也改不了,分数多少,也是要改也改不了,所以人们总是去自找麻烦(比如我的唉声叹气和想太多)。如今,我们可以为自己作出选择, 1 怨声载道,从此一?不振 接着无心恋战 ;2 迅速振作, 调整心情, 重拾信心,准备迎战。
当我们正在浪费时间消极人生时,积极的人已经在争取时间备战下一回合。有人说,要积极很难,其实难不难就看你怎么想;你想它难,它就难。》

所以伤心也没用了啦,最重要的是,我尽力了~ 虽然会伤心没错,但伤心也只是一种不会影响我继续努力的情绪。下次要加倍努力才行。这些话从小听到大,听得厌了,但我还是要对自己不断重复,应为经典嘛~都说是从小听到大了咯!而且不加倍难道减倍咩?哈哈!

现在终于又放假了,可以开始我的schedule了~
第一站:Port Dickson, 期待哦~ 尤其是枕头讲--pillow talk的时候,很多故事听哦~ 还有要丢谁下水? 期待!
第二站:在家吧,看我想看的戏,下载好听的歌,还有逛街一下下,买一些衣服,保养品,好有炼炼喉,当然还有好好休息,但好好休息应该是最难做到的,既然这么忙,怎能好好休息~ “蒲松龄” 很好看! 好有很多我很想看的电影,比如恋爱通告啊~ 几时可以去看呢?同时在找着工。有工记得介绍我啊~我会感激你们的。
第三站:Kuala Selangor,和SSG去的。期待又有什么好笑的事情发生,这次我绝对不要睡了,不然会错过很多好戏,哈哈~ 会有什么新话题?很期待~同时,也很想捉一只萤火虫回来,可是...这样不好,算了吧~ :D


最后,还有几件事情,来得快,去得也快。想也想到是什么了吧~
我又恢复单身了,还没看清楚就接受了,才知道,性格不合。谁说性格不适合是一种借口?我说性格不适合是一种匆匆坐下决定的惩罚。努力过了,不行就是不行,怎么说他都不明白。
有时候还是选择沉默。
说,说什么“这次过后就不会这么快再谈恋爱了”这句话我说过,是屁话一句。结果还不是一样,所以这次我不会再说什么了,以后会怎样,单身或恋爱,暗恋或单恋,只有时间知道。

Saturday, August 14, 2010

exam

so fast i'm already a senior in diploma...
and so fast semester 1 is going to end after this final exam..
i will study hard^^ even though sometimes i lazy, feel sleepy to facing book o whatever~
because, after exam, i will sleep more than enough, play til maximum at the same time will working also..gua? ya, will work la...^^
so, all the best for those who also having final exam, fighting!! :D

Thursday, August 12, 2010

时间

i just need more time....
u say u can understand but i dun think so...
hope u can understand wat i mean...=)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

whr r u??

whr r u all?
neva had u all"s footprint here...
2 way communication is important for me...XD

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

想太多

容易把别人对我的好,想成有别的意思,
虽然可以是纯粹朋友的关心,或者那本来就是人的性格,
虽然会很开心,但我宁愿不要这种开心,
因为我的脑海里不想容下比现在还要多的东西,
我满足了~
刚刚看到朋友的status说,有时打开心房会更开心,
但是不要随便打开心房,否则怕会关不回去,
所以我觉得还是慎重考虑吧~
别等到你决定打开了,才猛然发现你错了。

Saturday, July 31, 2010

你怎样看?

朋友,我突然很想知道你们对我的看法,
我很想知道,我在你们的眼里是一个怎样的人?
希望你们看了这篇,会留comment给我~
我最想知道的:
-我幼稚?
-我坚强?还是你们觉得我在武装?
-我自私吗?
-我很废?
-我说话是不是没有重点?
-我健谈吗?
-我很粗心?
-我很情绪化?
答案没有所谓的是与否,你可以用scale来代替。
又或者你对我还有什么看法我都很欢迎你给我知道~

WGSC fund raising campaign

期待了这么久的event,最终还是过去了。
由于我们这次的event是为了要帮助较穷苦的小学,也为了要让人知道其实在现在的社会里,还有一些小学的设备是不够完整的~
所以,这次的主题是 we give we share we care.
p/s: pr is always have to be social responsibility ma~ =)
可是你们懂的啦,我们这么废,一定有另外给我们的主题取外号,那就是“we sell we gain we tired" 哈哈哈~
这次的event,有如我们班的leader所说的,让我们学了很多东西~
除此,还看清楚了谁是真正有付出的,尤其是在洗车活动里看得最明显了。
这次的event,我
第一次做章鱼烧,炸薯条,nugget,hot dog,(偷吃)~
第一次packing,
第一次卖东西,
第一次洗车,(在太阳底下)
第一次到处宣传,
第一次和型男说话,(muahahaha)
第一次拿着食物在学校走来走去叫人家来买>.< 第一次这么累, 第一次发现人们对社会的关心与同情心, 第一次感觉到好像在pasar malam当小贩(被纠正了,因为用错方法,太吵了) 不过,真的真的很开心。学了很多,很多人想要尝试也未必有机会吧? 虽然有被老师责备,因为我们用错方法了,往往只想要达到目标(rm80 000) 而忘记了最初的目的,是要让别人知道,我们不是在卖东西,而是义卖!! 加油! DPR 2 10/11~ 很蒙的一张照片哦~算是最多人的一张了吧~虽然不是全班~


对fish flakes 情有独钟,自己买章鱼烧的时候会放很多,谁叫这是self service~ haha 不过我还是没有这样做..

老板娘~老板在哪里?


最后,这就是我们的logo~

Saturday, July 24, 2010

busy

imma busy for 1 week dy...
almost everyday busy for assg, presentation..
~eng assg n presentation
~basic photography assg
~public speaking presentation (happy wif my coursework mark) :D
finally i done all this stuff in this week...congratez me...hehe

2day i'm so free~ julius class no teaching but all of us were talking bout ghost story~
our tutor Mr.Julius talk bout ghost story happened in V block (the block i always study at) and the incident was happened in the class we talking bout the story~
really scare....>.<
and of course the toilet!!
i was so fear until i imagine that is thr will be a hand cum out from the hole of d toilet when i'm over thr...

take gud rest in this 2 days by goin to genting and then i will start my event on monday~ It is WGSC (we give share & care) fund raising campaign.
this campaign is to raise fund for charity purpose.
the fund will be send to poor chinese primary school to build computer lab and mini library... so it is quite meaningful to do this, not oni juz for our coursework marks...but i really hope can help them since we all know chinese primary school is oni semi government, so they might need help sometimes...=)

ops, i'mma over promote bout this~ btw, i'm juz feel excited with it.
it will be a tired and meaningful campaign..(i noe it is tired after i been thru our Pre event) XD

so, all the best for DPR2~
after this event, i muz rest to the maximum!!
buy the things i want~ shopping~ do gym~ play badminton~ hehe
and the last n most important is, to sleep~

sleeeeep~ ZzZzzzZz

Thursday, July 22, 2010

轰动

为什么?为什么?
我换名会有这么大的轰动?
觉得很好笑, 当你们叫着我的时候,其实我自己也不太习惯, 而且回应得很迟钝~ 哈哈
然后,有人随着我也要取洋名了hor? 真是copycat~XD
每个人一叫我,就会笑....
这样也很好啦, 可以弄给你们笑,感谢我吧~
请我吃吧~

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

change~

hurm...wait for 3months, finally i got to know my new name...haha~
i'm sure all of u guy not used to call my new name, su xuan...lolz =.="
but anyway, just to tel u guys i changed name, this name is suit my birthday all those stuff la...or fate la, whatever ~
and so i just trust it...
a new name,perhaps it symbolized new beginning of life~ reborn ar? haha...(think too much)
my cousin told me that, when the age of 19 is the age to determine ur life, we change the most in this age, one thing that i worry the most is i fear i'm getting lazy and simply spend money...>.< so just want to give advice to myself and this blog as a prove that i promise myself not to have negative changes...
hmm... btw, i got 1 more nickname, "Vannessa"....
i've been store dis name for so many years finally i take it out and use back dis name...dun confused ya...a nickname help ppl to rmb u more instead of su ying, su yee, su xuan...XD hahaha...i think it is better for me when meet new ppl...
dats all for today...XD

Saturday, July 17, 2010

essential~

A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,
A song is no song 'til you sing it,
And love in your heart
Wasn’t put there to stay -
Love isn’t love
'Til you give it away.
~Oscar Hammerstein, Sound of Music, "You Are Sixteen (Reprise)"
(Thanks, Krystel)


Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all of the time, made new. ~Ursula K. LeGuin

The young man knows the rules, but the old man knows the exceptions. ~Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr.

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it. ~Jacques Prévert

If only we'd stop trying to be happy we could have a pretty good time. ~Edith Wharton (i like this the most!)


The past is behind us, love is in front and all around us. ~Terri Guillemets


Wisdom begins at the end. ~Daniel Webster

It would be impossible to "love" anyone or anything one knew completely. Love is directed towards what lies hidden in its object. ~Paul Valéry, Tel quel, 1943

I am not a has-been. I am a will be. ~Lauren Bacall

Promises are like babies: easy to make, hard to deliver. ~Author Unknown

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who'll decide where to go.
~Dr. Seuss

Sunday, July 11, 2010

i don't want to go back

suddenly feels like dun want to go back, i just want to stay at here.
everything is nice here, fun here, happy here...
but i know this good moment wil becum history in one day...
so i cherish everything now,
my fren is so caring,
my dear cousin, u all are the best~
when i'm alone, i feel lonely and emo,but,
i never feel lonely as u all are in my life, especially in this meantime...=)
appreciate it!

爱就对了

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对于爱的体会
你看 世界没有毁灭 心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以 别再沉溺有他的回忆 有空再回忆
离开你的只有他 但是爱还在

听我说 爱是对的 错的是 我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是获得

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~
也许每个人都该是某个人 成长的助手
受一点苦痛 帮助她成熟

听我说 爱是对的 错的是 我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是获得

别探听他的线索 别等待他会回头
爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁 别躲在伤心里头
爱~ 万一来了别错过

爱是对的 错的是 我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是获得

听我说 爱是对的 错的是 别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人 又伤害人
可是 爱就对了 爱了就值得
爱这门功课 艰深但快乐 爱就对了 x2



作词:施人诚
作曲:Kate Elizabeth Voegele

Saturday, July 10, 2010

new life

就算要伤心,我想也伤心够了,
就算要习惯,也正在习惯着了,
脱离了那样的生活,开始了这样的生活~

虽然之前真的有伤心,因为4个月毕竟说长不长说短也不是很短,
也足够改变很多事情,
可是我相信,时间 可以冲淡一切,
那种不会为爱情努力的人,不值得去伤心,
其余的那些种种原因,足够令我用很短的时间放下~

很庆幸,我的理性超越感性,
虽然感性会让我在接触到似曾相识的一些事,感到有一点忧伤和情绪化,
但是理性总会紧紧跟随着感性,并且打败它~

再加上你们的支持,所以我现在很好,
还有森林等着我,哈哈~
不过我还是会享受这种自由,不会再随便往那个陷跳下,
因为我们都不懂它到底有多深,会不会深得令你爬不起来~

Sunday, July 4, 2010

承受

又在是陷落谷底的时候,
也是我最害怕的时候,
很无助,突然觉得只有我一个人在承受,
每个人都以为我过得很好,就是因为这样,默默承受的事就越多。
我讨厌带着笑脸的面具!!! =(

Saturday, July 3, 2010

为什么

为什么 为什么
我的部落格会变成“一条直线”?
全部gadget会变在中间=(
我试过去编辑layout把我的gadget们都放在旁边, 可是view blog的时候就会不见?
而且试了很多次,可是看似....
是我不小心调到什么了吗?
谁可以帮帮我~
啊啊啊啊啊~~~

自尊心



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Saturday, June 26, 2010

outing~

现在回想起来,觉得这个sem真的很rockz!
一直出去这里那里的,虽然身负重任(拍照做assignment at all time),可是总算有玩到很多~
去了1utama shopping 晚上又一大班出来喝茶,还玩真心话大冒险,探了一个秘密,原来这个时代真的有一见钟情~

第二天去the curve 和 desa park city...
这两个地方都是很有气质,都是很适合给情侣的地方~.~ the curve 中间是露天的,一排走廊挂满了灯而左右有两排店,大多数是cafe,在外面很难找到这么有气质的cafe,而且是有很多间。有机会一定要去看看~
desa park city,高级住宅区的公园,游乐场很高科技,单身的可以去找金龟婿,哈哈:D 不过再走的时候也拍了很多照片,我会upload到fb...soon XD

接下来这几天有喝茶又去了很多地方,我想还是有照片来表达会比较好~save energyXD
照片会在fb出现~

Friday, June 25, 2010

i'm not

u think i'm fine?
sorry i'm not...
u think i'm happy?
sorry i'm sad...
u think i think u r give me what i want?
sorry u r not...
other people may think i'm satisfy with my life?
sorry i'm not...=(

Friday, May 28, 2010

无奈

一次又一次的发生,
已经懒得去理了,懒得去吵了,
我接受不到你的想法,你你也一样,两个人都没有想要尝试去了解?
我了解不到。
散了就散了,就算挽回,也要事情解决后才有资格说挽回。
散!

gossip...=)


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